It took me more than 9 months to finish this blogpost.
I’ve been struggling with blogging. The publicness of it all. It’s not that I have not been completely silent on the Internets. I have been talking a lot on social media of choice. I’m not telling though, even if it is Google-able. -_- Uh-oh. I just incriminated myself. *facepalm*
I have a lot of things I want to say and stories to tell, but I stop myself every single time. There is just a fine line between public and private that I suddenly am afraid to cross.
There are things that I would just want to scribble onto the pages of my notebook, then disappear into the depths of oblivion. There are things that I do want to shout from the mountain tops. There are some things that I want to share to my people – family and friends: useful things, insightful things. But then there are things that are still tangled up in my head, stories unfinished that still are awaiting their ending.
Like this blog. It is awaiting an ending. Where do I take it? Do I continue, forge on? Or do I just end it?